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Saturday, August 12th, 2006
9:15 pm	Fucking Beautiful i've seen your face when happy it's ironic how sad it was i've seen your face when nervous and it's funny how you make me laugh you don't know of those feelings though you've surely figured them out but some day i'll tell you i'll tell you what i feel for you you're desperately wanted you're desperately hunted and i seem to be the only one to think that YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL come on, baby, just call me you know i can take care of you come on, baby, or i'll call you i want you to make love with me can't wait anymore i've seen your face when happy you don't know what happiness is i've seen your face when nervous (haha) you should have seen mine come on, baby, just call me you know i can take care of you come on, baby, or i'll call you i want you to make love with me and if you don't want me then please don't tell me, let it be and if you're with someone else then let her go, and then let's see you're really uncontrolled you're deeply loved, loved, loved and i seem to be the only one to think that YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL come on, baby, just call me you know i can take care of you come on, baby, or i'll call you i want you to make love to me can't wait anymore come on, baby, just call me you know i can take care of you come on, baby, or i'll call you i want you to make love with me (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
12:36 am	(Dette er jo egentlig ikke noen sang eller et dikt eller noen ting.. Bare ord jeg satte sammen her en dag. But then again, ingen har sagt at det kun er dikt her.. Yess.... "Å, kjøyr.."): Once upon a time there was a girl, named Janet. Now let me tell you her story. (Inside) Janet ws a girl full of joy, full of lust full of life (Outside) Janet didn't hate, didn't lie, weren't shy As you maybe understand she was totally misunderstood But she never mind. She loved life and life loved her. But when she was at home, and alone in her room The tears wouldn't stop, the just overflowed it all Her Boyfriend who loved her (outside) knew how she felt But wouldn't belive in her although. He pretended it all was a lie (And then again okay) Peace be with you Janet, they will miss you some day. And they will understand who was right and who were wrong. She's not dead, she's just gone. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
2:39 pm	Smile for a Reason When you're finnished with all this stuff When you can take a well needed breake When it's nothing more to do At least for not a month Then look in your mirror, girl And be proud of yourself Look at yourself and be proud Smile for a reason, baby..   Friend, you've got a way of expression That tells me how hungry you are for life. Friend, you tell me secrets of desire I think that I can help you indirectly.   Working day, working night Working against something that's called feelings.   Now look in your mirror, girl And be proud of yourself Look at yourself and be proud Smile for a reason, baby.. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 22nd, 2006
5:27 pm	When We Met Do you remember the first time we met? At Paul’s party. I was his pet. You didn’t care much for me then You nearly didn’t recognize me But I’ll allways remember that night I’ll allways remember our bet   It took me a while to understand and feel you A while before you weren’r just a part of the crew (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
10:48 pm	My Coldest Walk Think I love your friend aswel I wouldn't dare to tell I  could cry, but I don't 'cause I know I've got you And it's so much better to have one you love than no one Even though you wantet them all I could cry, but I don't He's not better than you I simply love him too I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk The coldest walk When the girls you knew became ladies And the friends you had became freaks Then raise your head and remember me as the true and only me. I've been the wind in your hair I've pushed you in the back I've been honest and easy and lovely and beastie I've helped you out of your square. I jump I dive I sink I die The silence is bigger than ever before The noices so loud and clear The simple emptyness could kill Think I'll have a cigaret while I go. I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk The coldest walk Why don't you dare to speak with me? What are you afraid of, what emotions do you hide? If you'd dare to speak with me you'd never need to be afraid Never need to hide emotions Grab a gum, and chew it well then you can put it in my hair like that time in hell I like me the way I am Write it on a post it and teck it in the fridge I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk My coldest walk (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
11:12 pm	Vi griner. En rose med dråper på bladene. Den blør? Den griner. Som meg. Vi griner side om side. Kanskje ikke rosen heller vet hva den skal gå for? Kanskje ikke rosen heller vet hva den skal gjøre? Den ser så sterk ut, der den står. Vi ser så sterke ut. Lett å tråkke på. Altfor lett. Men vi kan ødelegge og skade vi også. Vi har torner. Og vi griner. Side om side. I taushet. Du blør. Skreiv jeg det der?? Jøss.. jaja.. Current Mood: ? (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 18th, 2006
12:23 am	I Fit In (Like The Sun) I’ve got the paranoia Eyes are glimpsing In my head there’s a whispering Lights are flashing Over my soul   Like naked on a tape Feel them stearing He was over me, cheating Lights are flashing Into my eyes   Stop screaming! I beg you on my knees Stop shining! I couldn’t make more flees   Like the sun in a dark room I fit in in this world Like a car in the sky I fit in in these days   I’ve got the paranoia Feel them stearing Eyes are glimpsing Lights are flashing Flashes my mind   Like the sun in a dark room I fit in in this world Like a car in the sky I fit in in these days Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
12:20 am	My Coldest Walk Think I love your friend aswel I wouldn’t dare to tell   I could cry, but I don’t ‘cause I know I’ve got you And it’s so much better To have one you love than no one Even though you wanted them all I could cry, but I don’t   He’s not better than you I simply love him too   I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk The coldest walk     When the girls you knew Became ladies And the friends you had Became freaks Then raise your head And remember me As the true and only me.     I’ve been the wind in your hair I’ve pushed you in the back I’ve been honest and easy And lovely and beastie I’ve helped you out of your square     I jump I dive I sink I die   The silence is bigger than ever before The noices so loud and clear The simple emptyness could kill Think I’ll have a cigaret while I go.   I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk The coldest walk   Why don’t you dare To speak with me? What are you afraid of, What emotions do you hide?   If you’d dare To speak with me You’d never need to be afraid Never need to hide emotions     Grab a gum, and chew it well Then you can put it in my hair Like that time in hell   I like the way I am Write it on a post-it And tack it on the fridge   I will try to explain this emotion I can tell you during my walk My coldest walk. Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
5:19 pm	Pleased. Exhausted. My coffeecup became empty some minutes ago The cigaret i lighted up disapeared in smoke The coffee was good, the music please my ears and mind I’ve done a lot yesterday, and that good feeling is spreading I’m starting to feel pleasure here in my mortal creativeness.   I’m never pleased before I’ve given it all. I never give 100 present before I have to. But today I don’t have a choice I don’t have a chioce No chioce I have too much go-ahead spirit not to give it all Of my self.   She’s lightening up my room, my space, my head Like she’d known me for many years She’s creating music that please my ears and mind She’s giving me so much information, inspiration Like that cup of coffee before I found her.   I’d never thought she actually was there. In my heart, in my soul, in my actions. But now I know for sure Know for sure I know She gives me the go-ahead spirit to keep mortal She’ll never leave me (Comment on this)
5:18 pm	the meeting The meeting was just what she wanted But, still never the same Now she’s crying inside Crying blood, clying lead.   When she was by herself again There were no one left to blame She’s trying to hide Hiding good, hiding away   I show her my favourite song Try to give her something new to think about (Comment on this)
5:17 pm	my waitingroom Try to find the peace Try not to release All the feelings, I wanna scream What is this feeling? I wanna scream   Sit here in a waitingroom Doctors and nurses running through.. A mom is reading loud for her son A person I once knew Tries not to see me.   I’m early, I know, Didn’t know where to og, so I went.. The boy has has gotten a bad cold Radio’s yelling out news of the day   Try to find the peace Try not to release All the feelings, I wanna scream What is this feeling? I wanna scream   Though it’s only voices and noise This silence is killing me A headache is growing innside Sit here in my waitingroom   Every step and every thought and every speach and every thing that I do…. It all compares to you.   Try to find the peace Try not to release All the feelings, I wanna scream What is this feeling? I wanna scream (Comment on this)
5:16 pm	pull my jacket (intro) I remember the day you pulled in my jacket I remember tha confusion Thought ”is this an illusion?” I’ll never forget that you did so That day in december   (vers) Are you alone, Are you a looser? Sad to the bone You never were a chooser!   (vers) Do you know why, Why you pulled me? The harmony Your face is crashing (in the wall)   (bridge) you’re paranoid and easy still so sad.. cheesy? You just couldn’t loos this time, Ain’t I right? This wasn’t an important match, Just a warming up My point of veiw is more important Than you own, but you cant See that. You shouldn’t, You won’t. (Comment on this)
5:16 pm	home to cry I won’t go where they tell me to go I can’t say what they want me to say I will never do what they tell me to I just wanna og home to sleep ..or wheep….   They tell me to og where I can’t og They want me to say words I won’t say They tell me to do things I will never do I just wanna og home to pray ..or cry….   Don’t think of me I’m fine now that I’m out The problem is the homecoming tonight When I’m alone, down and depressed   I’m not confused, I know what I want My problem is them, and their (reactions?) Need to be loved, loved by someone like you Need to feel respect, if I don’t, I’m gonna loose it (Comment on this)
5:13 pm	todo's of tomorrow Wash my hair, fix the chair Call my work, tell someone they're a jurke Write that song, fix what's wrong Teach some things, hide my wings   I'll do it tomorrow Tomorrow's the day Don't you call on the Bohemian Waxwing She was never there.   Be someones fool, act like a tool Remember that name, get use of that frame Tell you that I love you, buy some glew Write some texts, breake a few necks   I'll do it tomorrow Tomorrow's the day Shouldn't call on the Bohemian Waxwing She'll turn into a bear. (Comment on this)
5:12 pm	Platformmusic Sitting here waitin for the train People making noice around me But without a sound She's screaming in my head Once again I feel the pain.   Trying to deal with these feelings A man across the platform seems depressed He could never cry out loud The bass is overwelming and heavy Can't stand it when you're not around   Here comes the train Rumbling like a cane Smells and memories returns Once again I'm alone, and it hurts (Comment on this)
5:12 pm	Perfect Stranger I've known you a while now Though you've known me longer We've had so many times together of laughter, stories and tears   I've told you great secrets And you've returned the favour Seems like something happened Suddenly you're a perfect stranger   Perfect stranger, relax on my shoulder Perfect stranger, then you wont get any colder The tears in her eyes reminds me of the truth Some days all I do is missing you   You wont talk to me anymore Well, we speak, of course, but no... We've had so many times together Suddenly you're a perfect stranger. (Comment on this)
5:10 pm	Love me stronger She couldn't sleep if she would Stearing straight through the wall need someone to call   she has no longer control of her feelings Dying for something to drink so that she wouldn't have to think   Lighting up a cigaret thinking "what to do?" his whispering voice She never had a clue..   Suddenly she grabs a pencil, she doesn't have a paper,so on the sealing she writes: "Couldn't you, wouldn't you love me any stronger!?" (Comment on this)
5:09 pm	In my world Vers:    In my dream, in my life I don’t care about outfit In my life, in my world You don’t go tell lies   Vers:    In my world, in my cave We will never give in In my cave, in my truth I’ll be forever young   Ref.:     I’m a lover, not a fighter I’m a singer, not a dancer Deal with it, and take my answer for what it is. This is who I am, I am the one   Vers:    In my galaxy, in my bed You will allways be welcome In my bed, in my sleep We should together dive   Ref.:     I’m a lover, not a fighter I’m a singer, not a dancer Deal with it, and take my answer for what it is. This is who I am, I am the one   We could together dive.... (Comment on this)
5:07 pm	That song's already written Vers:    The sound of feelings The feelings you give me What gives me the honor Of being alone   Vers:    The sound of your smile The smile on your face A face that tells me to try again Another way   Bridge:Your smiling face and a song without sugar, please! Just the way we are. Alone   Ref.:     Can’t stand the pain when you smile, It was never mine That song’s already written, but will never be ended   Vers:    The sound of your breath             The breaths you’re gasping             Why you’re gasping I don’t know             But everyone has their dreams, right?   Vers:    I know what my dream’s about             And I think you do too:             To hold you in my arms             And, please, never let go   Bridge:Your smiling face and a hug without comments, please!             Just the way you are. With me.   Ref.:     Can’t stand the pain when you smile,             My headache won’t stop             That song’s already written, but I’ll write it although   Ref.:     Can’t stand the pain when you smile,             I’ll allways feel this way             That song’s already written, so I’ll try another day (Comment on this)
5:06 pm	She let me know.. she let me know when I’m not alright she let me know if i’m tired she’s chasing my dreams she’s breaking ‘em down she really doesn’t care I’m afraid of her meanings, Her reasons, her speaches I don’t know if I can Take it anymore   She once said She loved me Thats years ago I’m sure she still does, But what are feelings without words? (Comment on this)